ayh,s.o.s

life can be so unfair sometimes rite..
i give up!!!!
nothing is fair in this world...(except ALLAH)
why give ur best when u noe its worthless in the end??
why give ur best when u noe its gonna demotivate u??(never feels this demotivate be4 in my whole life..)
why give ur best when u noe all ur effort would go to waste???
oh man..i hate this feeling..i hate it!

ps: maybe i should give my ayh a call a.s.a.p...(dear heart of mine,pls pls pretty pls dun cry when i talk to him nanty..dun want him to worry about me..huhu)

My Heart is My Possession

I belong to me..

It's not that I dont wanna share my life with you baby

It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby

And I won't give up me to be part of you

It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby

It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby

Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me

I complete myself

Nobody's got to belong to somebody elseI belong to me

(I)don't belong to you

(my)heart is my possession

(i'll)be my own reflectionI belong to me

(im)one not half of two

(and)if you're gonna love me

You should know this baby

I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby

That who I am is not about who Im with, baby

That don't mean I don't wanna be here with youI do

I don't need somebody to complete me

I want you to know

I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me

(I)don't belong to you

(my)heart is my possession

(i'll)be my own reflectionI belong to me

(im)one not half of two

(and)if you're gonna love me

You should know this babyI belong to me

Oh yea

Love don't mean changing who you are to be

Who somebody wants you to be

Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me

I don't belong to you

My heart is my possession

I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me

(I)don't belong to you

(my)heart is my possession

(i'll)be my own reflectionI belong to me

(im)one not half of two

(and)if you're gonna love me

You should know this baby

I belong to me

PS:I lOve this song so much n yes its practically true

m waiting to share this heart n smile with sum1

i am madinah hasnul

i don't usually do this
its not important for any1 to know act
its not important 4 me either
its just to reflect how i am as madinah hasnul in the eyes of the people that knows/or may not know me that well..

well first thing that people has to know about me even before they know my name is that i'm a pretty SHY FREAK, i mean super duper SHY meaning to say if people were me to put in a circle of new fwens guess wat i will be doing -putting my head down n say nothing(i would probably smile in between though just as a sign to say..'hello people, i'm here im just waytoo shy to say anything so the least that i can do is smile..)..i think this shy thing is probably innate with me ever since i was born(maybe my ibu was a shy gurl too i guess and probably i had gotten this trait from her..:P)but here's the thing is being a shy person a bad thing??i just don't want people to get the wrong impression of me saying i'm this or that...i m shy but it doesnt mean dat i dun want to be fwens with any1.its just dat it takes time for me to get use/comfortable being around any1.so bare with me my new future fwens:)

know dat i m so over the shy thing..another akward side of me which not many people know about me is that i can be very talkative at times.(so irony,yes i noe)..when u just have so many things to say or expressed in short little time u just can't get over the feelings to share it with people..tq fwens for lending ur ears to listen to me..:)

oh yah,i also like to day n nite dream..hehe..best lah berangan..if people were to ask me my all time favourite hobby i would sincerely say it has to be day n nite dreaming..hehe..i didnt recognize this until one day kantoi with my dad while i was in my bedroom one nite and i was actually smiling while looking up on the ceiling on my bed and my dad was like..'knp senyum baby,asek berangan je keje,bukan nk stady pon..senyum sowg2)it hurts my feelings whe he said that..heheh..but i just cant resist imagining myself being wed to a rich ank raja, if not ank tan sri ke, ank dato ke apa2 pon jdi lah at the time..(so perasan kn)hehehe :)well,berangan is FOC and sumtimes its good for ur health(i'm saying this without any scientifically proven evidence..merely suggesting 4 fun:P) ..i mean its the best stress therapy before u go to sleep n trust me u will sleep soundly like a baby..heheh..if u dun believe me,try it out...it wont hurt to try n its FREEE!:)

i suck at SAVINg..SERiously i suck at it..no matter just how hard i try to save the outcomes would always be the same. its either by the end of the semester my account bank has less than rm 100 or i'm left with non at all..(so disappointed with myself sumtimes and also its kinda frustating act cz money is everyhing to me..chewah!!!!:).so instead of having cash in my purse, there will be tons of receipts bought items from watson lah, from c-mart lah..mcm2..hopefully one day i'll change..insyaallah:)

and guess wat, my biggest fear is....CATS.oh,i just can be any close to this so-called cute animal..well,i cant deny the fact that they're cute but its long tail and that long eye staring that freaks me so much

and what else...hmmmm.....(run out off ideas already)

yes2

i;m romatic too..EEEEuwwww....nah,just kidding..hehehe:)

ps: isnt it great if we have no examination at all in our edu system..that would be a relieved i know 4 all...:)mls lah nk stdy...n mls nk wat keje of sum sort...mls..mls...li'm such a lazy bum..hehehe(ank sapa lah nie kn..hehe:)..

,,,,,

smile

a smile from within a broken heart that is yet to be healedPS: every story has an end but in life every end is just a new beginning

dining with my besties

things that we gurls enjoy when dining together:

enjoying our meals of course.trying out each other meals to see whose dish taste better, gossip..gossip..gossip and more gossip ,being updated on each other's personal life & lastly taking photos..:P

ps:ayuni,we really miss u dat day:P

zombie & i

i really feel like a walking 'Zombie' today
i'm physically here but
my mind is wandering somewhere else(thinking wat to eat and blah blah blah...)
&
my heart is crazily missing my family,'home sweet home',home cooked meals,long hot shower at home and not mentioning my lovely pinky drive..huhu

oh dear..get a life

its weird sometimes...
when u see a guy with a pretty gurl by his side..
what do u think comes across his mind..
let me simply guess...
'cun ar awek aq'(i bet da gurl mesty bangga gila n dun mention da guy mesti lg bangga..eeewwwww...)
n
what do u think comes across other people's mind..
again..let me guess..
"oh man,pretty gurl..ur so lucky"(nie pon satu pantang nmpk yg cantek sket nk puji lebih.get a life mann)
owh..
so typical minded..
4 a change can't they just respond beyond from this typical schemata in their brains..

the girlish that i am

the 'girlish' that i am...

firstly...

i love cute accessories

secondly,

i love da colour of 'baby pink'

thirdly...

i love to whine and whine..

fourthly...

i love dressing up..

and the list just goes on...hehehe

sit back n relax

when some1 calls u immature juz because of the way u dress,talk or watever..

its okay..

releks je..

wat's important is..

u cherish every captured moment of growing up

from being ur daddy's liitle gurl to being some1's wife

so,in short..

i love the way i talk,so what...(manja talk only with my dad,family and besties)

i love the way i dress, so what..(kadang2 2 mmg lah fashion disaster..hehe.)

i love being watever...

oh.come on..

i'm only in my early twenties...(muda lg)

so what's the rush,anywy..

so..sit back n relax..:)

ayh-

i had the most weirdest dream last nyte
when i woke up this morning, i couldnt keep my mind off it
all i could remember was seeeing my dad and there were words silently muttered by him
as though he was trying to reach out a msg to me..
i just couldn figure out what..
but my heart grew stronger telling me...
'never to let him down..'

ps:
my dad always says this to me n my siblings -"its okay to lose some battles but not the war"
ayh,i will always bare this in mind
thank you 4 ur endless motivation
where would i be without your guidance,mental and financial support(hehehe) and motivation(walaupon ayh selalu kata bby baca mcm parrot..its kinda true somettimes though..hehehe)

my prayers

looking at the photos,
it breaks my heart every single time,
but seeing how happy he is,
i thank Allah and prays to 'Him'
to always protect and surrounds him with people who loves him genuinely
Amin..

when u love someone so much, learning to let go is a big lesson learned

Dun Worry too much people

"sometimes people tend to worry too much about making big decisions in their life, but these 'big' decision are often made for you,only later one will realize that these decisions made by 'HIM' will never fails to turn out to be the best decision that one can never make for themselves"

....

...sometimes when u feel u have shared a tite bond,it really isnt....

c.h.o.c.o.l.a.t.e

chocolate...
the best time 2 eat n enjoy it to the fullest is most probably when ur head is topsided with so many things...
seriously..
i m having a bite on my kit kat rite. now.
let me tell ya..
it feels goood...
it takes ur mind off things after each bites....
so chocolate is not so bad after all......

i owe u...

i owe a lyric to a friend...
hope its not too late to give it to ya..huhu


what's left of me without them,
they are my bucketfull of joys,
what's left of me without them,
they mean da whole skies n stars to me,
what's left of me without them,
their warm hugs thats even better than words of comforts,
whats left of me without them,
oh, i just can't imagine,
whats left of me without them,
my prayers are with them wherever they are..

ps:so how is it???is it a green lite??

i miss writing as much as i missss my 'i,signature'

i miss writing...
writing your heart out is probably da best 'heartacheyogaplustheraphy'..
wouldnt ya agree so...
for me..i love writing because its my best therapy for cureness from all 'penyakit hati there are'
sometimes it works..
sometimes it doesn't..
but..writing from da heart..trust me..its worth every alpabet on ur lappie keyboard:P

r.e.a.l.i.z.a.t.i.o.n

despite having my besties comforting me all they can whenever i need them by my side..
there's 1 fact that is undeniable leave me with no power to change nor it can be changed..
standing tall as u would be mission impossible 4 me..
it only counts 4 1 thing in the end..

r.e.a.l.i.z.a.t.i.o.n

of my imperfections and flaws that makes me who i am...

what do u see???

what do guys really c in a gurl that walks by them???
i noe2...i bet this would be their typical response..(wah..cun ar pompuan 2..)
this would be seldom response (wah,sweet/cute/baek/sedap mata memandang ar pompuan 2)
this dun surprise me..(guys..dun deny this..its ur nature)
well, you know why..
this is cz basically guys would look at pretty things all in the same way..
easier said...in the eyes of all guys,pretty would be the first attraction..
but..
i wonder..
how many of them that does look things differently???
i mean beyond prettiness?
i bet only minor of them does..

atiqah..

atiqah...

my first impression of her..

dulu

she's one pretty gurl..

n sekrg

she's even prettier both in the inside and out

:)

she's like a precious diamond..

n im holding on to it tightly..dun ever wanna lose it..

cz...inside this diamond is a heart..

of a loving hearted gurl that loves her man, her anak buah, her parents, her siblings,her besties

of the most understanding bestie(i can practically tell her bout anything..tq for your support)

of a great motivator (u have always given me positive motivation.tq cyg)

of a cekap bakal suri rumah..heheheh..insyaallah..(i will always pray the best 4 u dear)

of a very sensitive person(her tears are very valuable)

of a humourous gurl..(trust me..this gurl can win Raja lawak with her fellow bestie zeha..hehe)

of an easy going gurl...(she loves eating..hehehe)

of a very humble girl..

of a gurl that has motherly touched and feelings..(to any1 close that she noes)

in overall..she's fun to be with..just like my with other 5 besties..:)

dear diamond...

dun ever stop shining k:)

umuach!!!!!

Guess what...

guess wat..

went shopping yesterday ..
guess wat dat means...
new cool stuff in my wardrobe(tkdelah cool sgt..biasa2 je..hehehe)
n its complete from head to toe..

from new arianis

to

2 sweet tops

to

new nikeys. :)

no wonder last nye i slept really well hehehe :)

having a hard time to choose..huhu.(guys help me out)

finally..just the right fit 4 me..yay!!!!!

ATMPHOBIAC

ATMPHOBIAC

dun even want to be any close to it...

Dun wanna be magnitized to it no more..

Dun even want to c the sight of iT 4 now n until da next elauns...huhu

i have never been scared of it sooooo much.....

its so weird when it used to be My BEST fwen and a fwen That i Can turn 2..

but yesterday after all the spendIngs it has become my Worst ENEMY!!!!!!!!!!!!

n in the coming days..it will be MY WORST NIGHTMARE!!!!!..

n i'm doom!!!

SOS!!!!!!!!

madinah...plezzzzzzzzz..... i have to promise myself this No's and plezzz.....

make me keep my promises..

otherwise....

i will b pENNYLESSS before the hols breakk.......

NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

DATs Ain't gOnna hAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT eventually it will ,if MY shopping lust consistenly is in the way.. ok2..i have to, i mean I HAVE TO BUCKLE UP..

Soooooo..................

NO!!!!!!!!!!

MORE SPENDING!!!(wat???oh man..)

MORE SHOES!!!

MORE CLOTHES..(u have enough already!)

mORE arIANis (u have 6 too many already!)

men are everywhere

the 6 best daily routine places to meet men

here its goes...

Bookstores
(really???...okay2.lepas nie nk lepak kat kedai buku slalo lah..who knows it might just be my lucky day..heheh)

mosques
(wah,kerap pergi masjid lah pasnie..alhamdullilah:P...)

Coffee shop
(yes..yess.....this is definitely the best spot..can enjoy a cup of coffee while enjoying the sightseeing..heheh)

the gym
(oh my god...speechless..)

restaurents

okay2..i have to take note of this.:)

yun2..

yun2....

some may call her ayuni
some may call her ayu
some may call her yun2
some may call her ank major halim
but she will always forever be my bestie..

people sees her differently..
but the way i see her..

she's...
beautiful:talented:loyal:manjo(kadang2 je lah):garang(hah,nie selalo..hehehe):big spender(hehehe):Loyal LoVer: a good fwen:kaki jln(t kta genting k):


in other words...
get to noe her n u will noe wat i mean:)

ps:yun2..jgn perasan ek pasnie..hehehe:)

meah..

this is 4 my bestie meah..

she's da cutest gurl i noe..(mia..plezzzzzz jgn perasan k..heheh)
she's loyal to any1 she loves
she's kinda short..just like me.
she's loves to wear bright colours outfit
she's loves selendang..(walaupun kadang2 muka dye nampak bulat tp cute gak)
she's a crazy driver (bab2 memotong kete nie mmg dye terror)

ok dats all..
(t dye perasan..heheh)

overall..........She's a great daughter, an auntie, a fwen....and ...a lover(bukan senang dye nk fall 4 a guy..so sapa yg dye syg mmg untung lah..heheh)

ps: to my other besties..other nytes i will write about each one of u k..luv u..umuach!!!!!!!

i miss..

home sweet home used to be..(rindu sgt2)

dun noe why but i really....really....desperately needs to get this burden out of my Chest...seriously...(i mean it)
i ultimately Missssssssssss..........

my clovenstone PriMAry school..

this hallway is still fresh in mind (rindu gila)

Hot baked Potatoes with cheese(so delicious!!)

princess street..best shopping venue to shop

ps:tetibe rasa sebakn rindu teramat sgt when viewing back all the photos that was part of life before..

LotSa Love...

Alhamdullilah…

I m now 22..i can’t believe it neither can my parents,fwens..etc..??..how time just passes by so quickly in the speed of light. Unlike past years, I would usually stay up texting wishing lots n lotsa of ‘thanks’ wishes for the beday wishes that I get from my closest besties n friends.. but last nyte it was different..i was different..the nyte was different..it was an extra ordinary nyte..all I could remember was looking at the watch and it was 11.45 at the time ..ZZZzzz...i definitely had an early nyte of course because as soon as my eyes can barely open it was already morning and my sis was getting ready for work…I reached out for my hp..n I was smilling … there they were…beday wishes from my beloved besties n friends..i felt special,they make me feel special, they have made my day and it was the coolest feeling ever..at that moment as I was gazing up at the ceiling, it made me think… you know what it is not the number of beday wishes that I get that is important but it’s their meaningful thoughts of me that counts for sure…n I’m glad it’s from them that I love and will never stop lovingJ…and as for me n my day today..wishing myself Happy 22th beday Madinah..u have all grown up to become a lady that you are now n not from the childlike that you were from the past..Alhamdulilah,I praised ALLAH for all the blessings n happiness n love that I have been blessed with..

Ps:
Lotsa Love n thanks for the beday pressies from my besties forever,mum n dad n sisJ..love the gifts so muchJ

Lotsa love for all of the beday wishes at FB...I’m incredibly touched by it.

Lotsa love n appreciation for the beday calls and text msges:)

Snap heRe..Snap TheRE..

No Better place to visit Than pENANG...

MIz everything ABout this IslanD...

miss mOST....

my I4P...(byk dh berubah..with the airconditioned lecture halls n all...)

TESCO...(haven't changed a bit.. still stays the same..i'm glad:)..
qUEENsbay..(same je except for this new cafe yg baru je buka kt luar queensbay..cool spot to hang out at nite with the beautiful sight of the penang bridge)

GurNEY...(cool spot to hang out as usual..)

seoul Garden..(yummy!!!!!!!)

bReeks(yummy..yummy.....)

BBQ cHICKEN...(yummy..yummy...yummy.....)

in front of the newly open cafe outside queensbay


the three lady musketeers with nothing better to do than posing..

yay!!!!!!!i've opened the can...

cuddling lovingly with my besties at Breeks while waiting for our food..yum2

Mia cyg..nk mkn apa nie???

yum2...

CountDown..

Tuesday(9/2)

wake-up,go to class,mkn tgahri,tdo petang,dinner,bedtime

Wed(10/2)

wake-up as usual,go to class,travel back home(yay!!!!!!!),sampai rumah,mkn,watch ASTRO,lying comfortably on my bed....MIDNITE(11/2)......i'm all GROWN-UP..hehe

dear Cupids...

ps: dear cupids....

.........take ur time n find 'he' for me that lasts.......................hehehehehe:)

i miss him,i hate him not

do i miss him?
yes...

do i still miss him now?
erm,every now and then...

will i miss him in the near future?
probably not...

will i ever miss him in the future?
no...

do i hate him now?
erm..

do i still hate him?
erm...this is 1 tough question..

will i ever hate him?
NEVER..

will i ever forgive him?
YES..(sigh with a relief and a smile:)..)

make up ThAT Lasts..

every Gurls wear make Up..its just a matter of how much make up they put On..

i honestly admit that i wear make up too..so wat..normal lah if pakai powder,a little bit of blusher and mascara right..nampak lah cun cket.. there's nothing wrong if one wears make up for personal satisfaction..tp kn..gurls have always been wandering on how to ensure that make up is long lasting even myself.make up that lasts have always been troublesome for me n i bet for some other gurls too..well..there's always a solution for every prob..take note ladies..

solving steps:
1. Moisturize
Moisturizing is one of the most important steps you can do even before you think about putting on your makeup. When moisturizing, your skin will help absorb the makeup and also keep it in place. If you apply concealer without moisturizing, your skin will just flake, and you’ll end up with blochy, dry spots.

2. Primer
Second most important step in makeup durability is the primer. Choose a silicone-based primer which is amazing at helping to keep your makeup in place all night long. The silicone primers will give your skin a silky smooth finish and will also make sure your foundation stays put.
3. Prep the Eyes
Before putting on eyeshadow, make sure you cleanse your lids and then proceed with a thin layer of foundation. This will ensure that you don’t get those nasty creases.

4. Powder
After you’ve applied your foundation, finish off with a matte powder to put everything in place and so that your foundation doesn’t come off.

5 Healthy skIN rules to live by..

attention ladies!!!
here are 5 golden healthy skin rules you should live by:

1) always wash off your make up before u sleep..

2) protect your skin(apply moisturiser n foundation with spf sunray protection)

3)keep your skin healthy(vit c)

4)do Exfoliate because it sloughs off the dead skin cells that build up on your skin that contributes to dark complexion

5)keep hydated by drinking plenty of mineral water..


ps:pandai je aku nie nasihat owg tp diri sendiri tk bwat..heheheh

MissEs,Hugs n kISSes

yOu're never somethIng tHat I nEVEr chOose

BuT At the same time somethiNg I doN't want To Lose

you're The BesT Thing i never knew I needed

when you were hErE i Had no idea

you're the best thing i never knew i needed

now it's clear I need You Always

ps: my heart, hugs and kisses goes along with this dedication:)

ps: i ok

Cun Saja by Sleeq

Chorus:-

Lagu ini bukan di radio setiap hari untukmu

Lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kepadaku

Lagu ini hanya ingin kau fahami ku sudah teruskan hidupku

Semuanya cun saja

Tak perlu tinggalkan pesanan

Tak perlu buat panggilan

Ku tak perlu lagi kalau kau cuba mintak maaf

Lupakan sahajaDiriku cun saja
Duduk di rumah seorang saja

Menulis lagu cintaMenggunakan kisah ini tuk ceritakan

-Chorus-
Alyph:Cun hidupku kini cun saja

Sejak kita memang cun semuanya

Sejak pisah itulah permulaannya untukku berhati-hati dgn buayaNgap ngap pendirianku tegap

Jumlah kali kita bertengkar memang genap

Untuk aku ke tahap ini silap

kita memang patut sama-sama kene sepak pak pak

Tapi bukan niat aku tuk salahkan dirimu

Aku sedar ku juga ada kekuranganku

Tapi kalau bersifat mementingkan diri sendiri untuk kebaikkan bukan kurang ajar itu
Duduk di rumah seorang sajaMengarang lagu cinta

Dengan mengembalikan kisah kitakan tapi jangan perasaan

Ohh..
Walaupun ini bab yang baru ada masa arah ku tak tentu

Tetap rindu kehadiranmu, tidak patutKerna ku takut

Lagu ini,Tandanya kamu masih sayangkan ku

Walaupun sudah tidak bersama lagi
Lagu ini,Tandanya ku masih rindukanmu

Walaupun sudah tidak bersama lagi
Lagu ini,

Dengan lagu ini ku ingin memberitahu kamu bahawa ku okay

Aku okay
Lagu ini,Dengan lagu ini ku ingin memberitahu kamu jangan cakap tak boleh

Ps: i really like this song..my heart is so into this song

Who's that Gurl?

she hadn't given a choice..

the choice was made for her..

was the people making the Choices For her own welfare?

if it was,shouldnt she be making her own decision..

but no...

Natrah was victimized...poorly...unfairly...

her islamic beliefs, her islamic marriage had being taken away from her unwillingly..

is this justice?? Natrah now

me-iStana Budaya-Natrah

ps: my heartfelf thanks to my sis for the ticket..

to-Do-List

my late nite to do list...

1) go to muamalat for a shower..(aduh,jauh pulak nk g mandy but i hv 2 so dat 2nite i can sleep soundlly,cleaner,fresher,'wangi'er...wajib!!!!!!!)
2) clothes ironing 4 2morrow's class
3) bag packing to KL..
4) solat( wajib!!!!!!!)
5) applying nite cream(wajib!!!!!!!!)
6) berangan...
7) Beauty sleep!!!!!!!!!!(a 100% must)

he's....

he's so adorable...

he's so 'berwawasan'..

he's so different...

he's so amazing..

he's so one of a kind..

he's....

the one n only Tun Dr mahathir..

(can't wait to meet him this thurs:)yayay!!!!!!!)

insaNe

no Water...no Scholarship...wat else..huhu
everything just seems to go wrong this days...huhu
worsen from day to day..
no long hour of cold shower anymore...
no shopping..
no nothing..
but life gets tougher n challenger when ur study table main plug just goes dysfunctional every now and then..
which means..
no laptop..
no dusty table kipas..
which results in..
-a seriously major boredom with nothing to do besides lazying on the bed 24/7
-gets suffocated with a little breeze of 'angin kipas' thanks to the double decker bed which contributes to this..
this is what some people may called it parcel of student's life..
i guess its true..
but it's making me insane!!!!!!!

5 leTTer word...

Date: 16 January 2010
time:7.36(baru je lepas azan Maghrib)
venue: AlurLu's bedroom
mood: 5 letter word

HAPPY
-happy cause stomach full(baru je lepas mkn 'Moi sup')
-happy cause.............adalah...hehehehe
-yang penting 'kITA HEPI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Hear,songS of the montH

Kelly Clarkson-Already Gone

Rihanna-Russian Roulette

Saturdays-Issues

Kesha-Tik Tok

Tokkio Hotel-Monsoon

camera-ShY

CaMera-Shy..

me and cAmera?..

we're not besties nor are we enemies..

but we get Along well wIth 'it' other..but da truth behind it all..

i m actually pretty shy in Front of 'it'..sumTimes it comes 2 mind how amazed it is that Sum people are just naturally born with the beauty camera poses..

ok2,maybe what i need to pose like supermodel do in the magazines..is probably just some practice or maybe a liittle bit of direction(take note muiz n ivan..hehehe)

but these photographers that i know of have it takes to make it all da way to success..(good luck guys)

ps:these photos taken at cuping are credited to ivan and muiz from 'Perfect Catch'.(GOOd Job Guys!!!)

If OnLY wE Can read Men's MiNd

isn't cool if we can actually read men's mind...
if we can ,will there b less BrEAk-uPS in relationships?(this question always pop in my mind,not every seconds though..only duRing lonely moments before i set off to sleep or during the rainy wheather where sometimes u just feel empty without the special 'He' in your life as it was like before)...
if i were given the special ability to read men' s mind...hopefully, i will get the answers to these questions that men always avoid to answer whilst we women are just eagerly to know..

men...
1)do you easily get over something u leave behind???
2)why does it that you guys always takes things for granted???
3)why does it always seems like ur just ignorant???
4)why is it that you guys can hardly keep up the pace with text messaging wherever you go hanging out with your friends..(cth:i kat luar nie,nanty kita msg k..)if we women can have the time to , why can't u..(eg: i kat luar nie syg,u dah mkn?)
5)do you just feel happy and relieved without our presence..(this will be hard for us to deal with but sometimes we just have too cause...it's simple...we love u and we just wanted to see u happy)

I,Hereby..

i,hereby..
..promise to write...write...and write in this Blog as often as i can despite my laziness...(i'm this lazy freak whenever it comes to switching on my laptop or even networking on fb or some sort)..
..promise to become bloggerfriendly(oh god, please make me into 1)
..promise to make my blogger besties(yun2,alurlu,ceha,sharlu and mia) as My blogger idol..hahaha
..promise to unreveal there is to know about me... perhaps my status updates.(we'll c)