r.e.a.l.i.z.a.t.i.o.n

despite having my besties comforting me all they can whenever i need them by my side..
there's 1 fact that is undeniable leave me with no power to change nor it can be changed..
standing tall as u would be mission impossible 4 me..
it only counts 4 1 thing in the end..

r.e.a.l.i.z.a.t.i.o.n

of my imperfections and flaws that makes me who i am...

what do u see???

what do guys really c in a gurl that walks by them???
i noe2...i bet this would be their typical response..(wah..cun ar pompuan 2..)
this would be seldom response (wah,sweet/cute/baek/sedap mata memandang ar pompuan 2)
this dun surprise me..(guys..dun deny this..its ur nature)
well, you know why..
this is cz basically guys would look at pretty things all in the same way..
easier said...in the eyes of all guys,pretty would be the first attraction..
but..
i wonder..
how many of them that does look things differently???
i mean beyond prettiness?
i bet only minor of them does..

atiqah..

atiqah...

my first impression of her..

dulu

she's one pretty gurl..

n sekrg

she's even prettier both in the inside and out

:)

she's like a precious diamond..

n im holding on to it tightly..dun ever wanna lose it..

cz...inside this diamond is a heart..

of a loving hearted gurl that loves her man, her anak buah, her parents, her siblings,her besties

of the most understanding bestie(i can practically tell her bout anything..tq for your support)

of a great motivator (u have always given me positive motivation.tq cyg)

of a cekap bakal suri rumah..heheheh..insyaallah..(i will always pray the best 4 u dear)

of a very sensitive person(her tears are very valuable)

of a humourous gurl..(trust me..this gurl can win Raja lawak with her fellow bestie zeha..hehe)

of an easy going gurl...(she loves eating..hehehe)

of a very humble girl..

of a gurl that has motherly touched and feelings..(to any1 close that she noes)

in overall..she's fun to be with..just like my with other 5 besties..:)

dear diamond...

dun ever stop shining k:)

umuach!!!!!

Guess what...

guess wat..

went shopping yesterday ..
guess wat dat means...
new cool stuff in my wardrobe(tkdelah cool sgt..biasa2 je..hehehe)
n its complete from head to toe..

from new arianis

to

2 sweet tops

to

new nikeys. :)

no wonder last nye i slept really well hehehe :)

having a hard time to choose..huhu.(guys help me out)

finally..just the right fit 4 me..yay!!!!!

ATMPHOBIAC

ATMPHOBIAC

dun even want to be any close to it...

Dun wanna be magnitized to it no more..

Dun even want to c the sight of iT 4 now n until da next elauns...huhu

i have never been scared of it sooooo much.....

its so weird when it used to be My BEST fwen and a fwen That i Can turn 2..

but yesterday after all the spendIngs it has become my Worst ENEMY!!!!!!!!!!!!

n in the coming days..it will be MY WORST NIGHTMARE!!!!!..

n i'm doom!!!

SOS!!!!!!!!

madinah...plezzzzzzzzz..... i have to promise myself this No's and plezzz.....

make me keep my promises..

otherwise....

i will b pENNYLESSS before the hols breakk.......

NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

DATs Ain't gOnna hAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT eventually it will ,if MY shopping lust consistenly is in the way.. ok2..i have to, i mean I HAVE TO BUCKLE UP..

Soooooo..................

NO!!!!!!!!!!

MORE SPENDING!!!(wat???oh man..)

MORE SHOES!!!

MORE CLOTHES..(u have enough already!)

mORE arIANis (u have 6 too many already!)

men are everywhere

the 6 best daily routine places to meet men

here its goes...

Bookstores
(really???...okay2.lepas nie nk lepak kat kedai buku slalo lah..who knows it might just be my lucky day..heheh)

mosques
(wah,kerap pergi masjid lah pasnie..alhamdullilah:P...)

Coffee shop
(yes..yess.....this is definitely the best spot..can enjoy a cup of coffee while enjoying the sightseeing..heheh)

the gym
(oh my god...speechless..)

restaurents

okay2..i have to take note of this.:)

yun2..

yun2....

some may call her ayuni
some may call her ayu
some may call her yun2
some may call her ank major halim
but she will always forever be my bestie..

people sees her differently..
but the way i see her..

she's...
beautiful:talented:loyal:manjo(kadang2 je lah):garang(hah,nie selalo..hehehe):big spender(hehehe):Loyal LoVer: a good fwen:kaki jln(t kta genting k):


in other words...
get to noe her n u will noe wat i mean:)

ps:yun2..jgn perasan ek pasnie..hehehe:)

meah..

this is 4 my bestie meah..

she's da cutest gurl i noe..(mia..plezzzzzz jgn perasan k..heheh)
she's loyal to any1 she loves
she's kinda short..just like me.
she's loves to wear bright colours outfit
she's loves selendang..(walaupun kadang2 muka dye nampak bulat tp cute gak)
she's a crazy driver (bab2 memotong kete nie mmg dye terror)

ok dats all..
(t dye perasan..heheh)

overall..........She's a great daughter, an auntie, a fwen....and ...a lover(bukan senang dye nk fall 4 a guy..so sapa yg dye syg mmg untung lah..heheh)

ps: to my other besties..other nytes i will write about each one of u k..luv u..umuach!!!!!!!

i miss..

home sweet home used to be..(rindu sgt2)

dun noe why but i really....really....desperately needs to get this burden out of my Chest...seriously...(i mean it)
i ultimately Missssssssssss..........

my clovenstone PriMAry school..

this hallway is still fresh in mind (rindu gila)

Hot baked Potatoes with cheese(so delicious!!)

princess street..best shopping venue to shop

ps:tetibe rasa sebakn rindu teramat sgt when viewing back all the photos that was part of life before..

LotSa Love...

Alhamdullilah…

I m now 22..i can’t believe it neither can my parents,fwens..etc..??..how time just passes by so quickly in the speed of light. Unlike past years, I would usually stay up texting wishing lots n lotsa of ‘thanks’ wishes for the beday wishes that I get from my closest besties n friends.. but last nyte it was different..i was different..the nyte was different..it was an extra ordinary nyte..all I could remember was looking at the watch and it was 11.45 at the time ..ZZZzzz...i definitely had an early nyte of course because as soon as my eyes can barely open it was already morning and my sis was getting ready for work…I reached out for my hp..n I was smilling … there they were…beday wishes from my beloved besties n friends..i felt special,they make me feel special, they have made my day and it was the coolest feeling ever..at that moment as I was gazing up at the ceiling, it made me think… you know what it is not the number of beday wishes that I get that is important but it’s their meaningful thoughts of me that counts for sure…n I’m glad it’s from them that I love and will never stop lovingJ…and as for me n my day today..wishing myself Happy 22th beday Madinah..u have all grown up to become a lady that you are now n not from the childlike that you were from the past..Alhamdulilah,I praised ALLAH for all the blessings n happiness n love that I have been blessed with..

Ps:
Lotsa Love n thanks for the beday pressies from my besties forever,mum n dad n sisJ..love the gifts so muchJ

Lotsa love for all of the beday wishes at FB...I’m incredibly touched by it.

Lotsa love n appreciation for the beday calls and text msges:)

Snap heRe..Snap TheRE..

No Better place to visit Than pENANG...

MIz everything ABout this IslanD...

miss mOST....

my I4P...(byk dh berubah..with the airconditioned lecture halls n all...)

TESCO...(haven't changed a bit.. still stays the same..i'm glad:)..
qUEENsbay..(same je except for this new cafe yg baru je buka kt luar queensbay..cool spot to hang out at nite with the beautiful sight of the penang bridge)

GurNEY...(cool spot to hang out as usual..)

seoul Garden..(yummy!!!!!!!)

bReeks(yummy..yummy.....)

BBQ cHICKEN...(yummy..yummy...yummy.....)

in front of the newly open cafe outside queensbay


the three lady musketeers with nothing better to do than posing..

yay!!!!!!!i've opened the can...

cuddling lovingly with my besties at Breeks while waiting for our food..yum2

Mia cyg..nk mkn apa nie???

yum2...

CountDown..

Tuesday(9/2)

wake-up,go to class,mkn tgahri,tdo petang,dinner,bedtime

Wed(10/2)

wake-up as usual,go to class,travel back home(yay!!!!!!!),sampai rumah,mkn,watch ASTRO,lying comfortably on my bed....MIDNITE(11/2)......i'm all GROWN-UP..hehe

dear Cupids...

ps: dear cupids....

.........take ur time n find 'he' for me that lasts.......................hehehehehe:)

i miss him,i hate him not

do i miss him?
yes...

do i still miss him now?
erm,every now and then...

will i miss him in the near future?
probably not...

will i ever miss him in the future?
no...

do i hate him now?
erm..

do i still hate him?
erm...this is 1 tough question..

will i ever hate him?
NEVER..

will i ever forgive him?
YES..(sigh with a relief and a smile:)..)