ayh,s.o.s

life can be so unfair sometimes rite..
i give up!!!!
nothing is fair in this world...(except ALLAH)
why give ur best when u noe its worthless in the end??
why give ur best when u noe its gonna demotivate u??(never feels this demotivate be4 in my whole life..)
why give ur best when u noe all ur effort would go to waste???
oh man..i hate this feeling..i hate it!

ps: maybe i should give my ayh a call a.s.a.p...(dear heart of mine,pls pls pretty pls dun cry when i talk to him nanty..dun want him to worry about me..huhu)

My Heart is My Possession

I belong to me..

It's not that I dont wanna share my life with you baby

It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby

And I won't give up me to be part of you

It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby

It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby

Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me

I complete myself

Nobody's got to belong to somebody elseI belong to me

(I)don't belong to you

(my)heart is my possession

(i'll)be my own reflectionI belong to me

(im)one not half of two

(and)if you're gonna love me

You should know this baby

I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby

That who I am is not about who Im with, baby

That don't mean I don't wanna be here with youI do

I don't need somebody to complete me

I want you to know

I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me

(I)don't belong to you

(my)heart is my possession

(i'll)be my own reflectionI belong to me

(im)one not half of two

(and)if you're gonna love me

You should know this babyI belong to me

Oh yea

Love don't mean changing who you are to be

Who somebody wants you to be

Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me

I don't belong to you

My heart is my possession

I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me

(I)don't belong to you

(my)heart is my possession

(i'll)be my own reflectionI belong to me

(im)one not half of two

(and)if you're gonna love me

You should know this baby

I belong to me

PS:I lOve this song so much n yes its practically true

m waiting to share this heart n smile with sum1

i am madinah hasnul

i don't usually do this
its not important for any1 to know act
its not important 4 me either
its just to reflect how i am as madinah hasnul in the eyes of the people that knows/or may not know me that well..

well first thing that people has to know about me even before they know my name is that i'm a pretty SHY FREAK, i mean super duper SHY meaning to say if people were me to put in a circle of new fwens guess wat i will be doing -putting my head down n say nothing(i would probably smile in between though just as a sign to say..'hello people, i'm here im just waytoo shy to say anything so the least that i can do is smile..)..i think this shy thing is probably innate with me ever since i was born(maybe my ibu was a shy gurl too i guess and probably i had gotten this trait from her..:P)but here's the thing is being a shy person a bad thing??i just don't want people to get the wrong impression of me saying i'm this or that...i m shy but it doesnt mean dat i dun want to be fwens with any1.its just dat it takes time for me to get use/comfortable being around any1.so bare with me my new future fwens:)

know dat i m so over the shy thing..another akward side of me which not many people know about me is that i can be very talkative at times.(so irony,yes i noe)..when u just have so many things to say or expressed in short little time u just can't get over the feelings to share it with people..tq fwens for lending ur ears to listen to me..:)

oh yah,i also like to day n nite dream..hehe..best lah berangan..if people were to ask me my all time favourite hobby i would sincerely say it has to be day n nite dreaming..hehe..i didnt recognize this until one day kantoi with my dad while i was in my bedroom one nite and i was actually smiling while looking up on the ceiling on my bed and my dad was like..'knp senyum baby,asek berangan je keje,bukan nk stady pon..senyum sowg2)it hurts my feelings whe he said that..heheh..but i just cant resist imagining myself being wed to a rich ank raja, if not ank tan sri ke, ank dato ke apa2 pon jdi lah at the time..(so perasan kn)hehehe :)well,berangan is FOC and sumtimes its good for ur health(i'm saying this without any scientifically proven evidence..merely suggesting 4 fun:P) ..i mean its the best stress therapy before u go to sleep n trust me u will sleep soundly like a baby..heheh..if u dun believe me,try it out...it wont hurt to try n its FREEE!:)

i suck at SAVINg..SERiously i suck at it..no matter just how hard i try to save the outcomes would always be the same. its either by the end of the semester my account bank has less than rm 100 or i'm left with non at all..(so disappointed with myself sumtimes and also its kinda frustating act cz money is everyhing to me..chewah!!!!:).so instead of having cash in my purse, there will be tons of receipts bought items from watson lah, from c-mart lah..mcm2..hopefully one day i'll change..insyaallah:)

and guess wat, my biggest fear is....CATS.oh,i just can be any close to this so-called cute animal..well,i cant deny the fact that they're cute but its long tail and that long eye staring that freaks me so much

and what else...hmmmm.....(run out off ideas already)

yes2

i;m romatic too..EEEEuwwww....nah,just kidding..hehehe:)

ps: isnt it great if we have no examination at all in our edu system..that would be a relieved i know 4 all...:)mls lah nk stdy...n mls nk wat keje of sum sort...mls..mls...li'm such a lazy bum..hehehe(ank sapa lah nie kn..hehe:)..

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